At one of my weekly art classes, I saw a girl
painting the morning glory, using a photograph as a reference. Being an avid fan
of flower paintings, I couldn't hold back the sudden surge of enthusiasm within to get
hold of that piece of photograph which seemed rather old and yellow from use by
the many art students who had studied there for the last 20 years. Anyone could
tell this judging from the supposedly light purple blooms that now appeared to
be darker with the blue sky in the background the shade of turquoise.
Nevertheless, I theorized that owing to her
commendable training at the art class, the young female Picasso’s fluidity in applying
the colours on the painting mesmerized my excited soul. The colour, the
form, the simplicity in bringing out the real scenery, the particular attention
given to the hour of the day and the feel of the painting as a whole – all of
those elements strikingly combined to produce a dramatic painting that could
mark the difference between a Tate Modern’s material and a piece of junk.
Feeling determined, I decided that I would be my
own Picasso and so produce a painting of the morning glory too. No, not quite –
rather, a better version of the morning glory painting because I’m evil and I
cannot stand to see other people having that satisfied look on their faces
after completing the painting of the morning glory. Errr… how many times have I
mentioned morning glory in this paragraph already?
Scratch, scratch.
So, at the next opportunity, I quickly rushed to get hold of the picture from my
teacher’s reference album and waved it triumphantly, not realizing how childish I was being in a class full of children. With no time to waste, I immediately
started to work on producing my next masterpiece, while my art teacher assisted
the other children with their works. Being so engrossed, I didn’t feel how fast time flew, but at the end of the class I was proud to present my work of
art to the sifu, and eagerly awaited his praises. Or, was I expecting too much? From the lines that were formed on his forehead, guessed the answer was yes… (big grin).
My sick-looking flowers. Notice the dark blooms,
they were so dark they were barely noticeable.
The absence of layers also rendered the
whole composition flat.
For a second, I thought I caught a glimpse of a seasoned
lecturer in my teacher’s eyes, all set to bombard me with a full tutorial on the basics of painting. Instead, he took a piece of watercolour drawing paper and did a demonstration
painting of the same reference. By then,
the smaller kids had long left the class, leaving only the older ones to finish
off their artworks and the lady clerk who is my teacher’s wife tidying up the
place. I patiently waited for him to complete the demonstration while at the
same time, straining my ears listening to his sermon. The words he spoke sounded
very familiar like in a déjà vu sort of occurrence. Later I figured out that
it was because he had been telling them to me over and over again like the sound of a broken record, only that
the words normally entered through an ear and went out the same one. They didn’t
even make it to the brain to be stored temporarily, let alone permanently. When he was done, he went on and on to compare the techniques he engaged to bring out the form, adding the tones, the layers, yadda yadda yadda as opposed to my amateurish work. I had nothing else to do but nod to all of his points in total agreement. True enough, i had not been practising the theories I had learned. Instead, I preferred to apply what I thought was right when I could just be going against the flow. My weekend couldn't be any more complete than finishing a bad painting and subjecting myself to mental torture of the first degree.
At the end of the day, I looked back and started to
reflect on my very objective of signing up for the class. If I’d wanted to
become good at this trade, I should have toed the line and not be too thrilled and
greedy at grabbing the opportunities even though it would mean spending many
many years on learning and training. But better late than never, right? And that was just what I wanted to do from then onwards.
I went home that evening thinking about
whom I could gift the ugly painting to while pretending that I did it in conjunction with their special occasion… I mean who would know the difference between a good and a bad painting? There would always be stories to tell about your interpretation of a work of art, I could say mine was an experiment on space and layers, hence the sense of flatness. So I was looking forward to part ways with this particular painting as well. But then, after thinking it over, maybe it would just better stay in
my possession in case 100 years from now, people will be hunting for this particular 'Picasso’s' early works. Who knows in the future, I will be famous for my avant garde technique known as 'Flatism'.
The fresh-looking demonstration piece done
by my teacher. Notice the
warm and cold
colours used to separate the flowers from
the wall that they are noticeably
protruding
above the surface.